Dilemma

Mereka kawin beberapa tahun. Tak de anak. Then they decided to adopt. Anak adik suaminya. Anak adik saya. They brought the daughter bagai menatang minyak yang penuh. As  life has it's own way of dealing cards, the wife was diagnosed with cancer 18 months ago. Abang jaga siang malam. He quits his job to take care of her full time.  Nak harapkan sapa lagi ye dak? Dah bini dia. Dialah jaga. Ahli keluarga pun tolong jugak. Dah nama adik beradik. 

On the 1st of November, 2012, she lost her battle and passed away.

Now, the daughter is 6 years old. With no mother. The mother she known had died. But her biological mother is very much alive. Sekarang nih how do u deny her  a mother's love? Mak betul dia hidup lagik. Duduk dekat je rumah. Kalau budak nih dah besar, lain lah cerita dia pulak. Sekarang nih nak uat macam mana?Adik ipar saya takkan nak nengok anaknya besar tanpa mak sedangkan dia duk molek situ jugak.

My brother, pak budak ni takkan nak bagi balik anak tu to my other brother. Kita orang adik beradik lain pun cant see anyone else come into my brother's life and jadik mak tiri anak sedara yang satu ini.Not anytime soon, at least.

I can sense that there will be some sort of problem coming up.
At times like this I feel like quitting my job and come home dan besarkan my niece nih.

:-(