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Monday, August 17, 2015

Hapdate

Maren, kawan hantar mesej kat wassap.
Tanya khabar. 
Saya jawab, saya ok.
Dia hantar message lagi, awak ok ke ok tak ok punya ok.
Sebab saya sedang berfeeling makan rojak saya jawab sepatah lagik. Ok.

Dalam 40 mins dia ketuk bilik.
Saya lak tengah berjejes airmata.
Dia masuk, saya sepantas kilat mengelap air mata.

Dia terpempan gaknya tengok saya sedang teresak esak.
Saya agak macho ye.. macho macam apa nama tu..alaaahh  siapa tak ingat.

Awak kenapa tanya dia dengan muka seorang sahabat sejati.
I said, saya ok.
Dia cemas.
Bebel dan bebel dan bebel.
Awak macam ni lah suka simpan. 
Ni kenapa ni?

Saya jawab lagi saya ok. 
Memang saya ok. 

Awok kenapa???? Dia mendesak desak.
Dia start dengan dialek dia.

Saya tunjuk dia tab saya.

Nihhhh aaaaa tengah tengok iklan insurance Thai kat youtube.
Sedihhhh sambil nanges.

Saya kemudian telah dibalik dengan air coklat kotak yang dibawa sebagai pemujuk. 

Sakit tauuuuu.

Kalau ampa takdak reja, pi tengok. Kene baling sebab menangis teresak esak tengok, saya tidak bertanggungjawab.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Penyakit

OCD.
Kawan cakap dia ada OCD.
Dia OCD mende nih.
Dia OCD mende tu.
Dia takleh kalau dapat bilik hotel yang begitu yang begini.

Dia takleh jugak ada orang buatkan kopi dia.
Nak kene buat sendiri.
Air panas nak buat kopi dia kene darjah yg takleh kurang dari 100 degree.
Pas hirup 5 kali, amek mug tu masuk ketuhar gelombang mikro.
Kene panaskan balik.

Dia pengemas orang nya.
Takleh dia kalau baju baru keluar dryer, jugak jugak dia lipat masuk lemari.

Well tu ocd ke?
Tah. Saya tak berapa tahu.
Sebab setiap orang tu ada do's and dont's dia.
Mende kita suka dan tak suka.
Saya kurang sikit berpantang larang..saya rasa lah.
Rasaaaaa....heheheh.
Saya harap saya adalah normal.

Sesejak kebelakangan nih, saya banyak dengar orang kata dia OCD ini OCD itu.
Penyakit berjangkit kah OCD itu?
Adalah beberapa kenalan kata mereka OCD
Saya tak berapa pasti, mereka tu OCD ke NPD.


Some saya dapati sekadar ocd depan kita.
Lelama lepak, then u realize tu bukan OCD.
Perkara lain. Hehehe.

Orang yang ada penyakit OCD ni kesian.
Sebab yang menghidap nih je yang tahu rasa macam mana.
I know one person yang telah disahkan secara klinikal, dia ada OCD.
Bukan dia je rasa sakit, kita yang disamping dia turut rasa keperihan dia.

If u think u have OCD, sila dapatkan khidmat kesihatan.
Its not a joke kalau bebetul ada penyakit OCD.
Dah namanya penyakit, kan?

Janganlah sesuka suki kata aku ada ocd, walhal ko tu banyak songeh!







Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Just one of those days

Once in a while you will find people who think other's life is better than theirs.
That other's life is sooooo much fun, so what we wish we are as successful, as brilliant or glamorous to say the least.
No, I am not talking about the life people portrayed in social media.
In real life kinda thing.

In social media, its a different thing.
We admire people who takes amazing pictures.
I think that fella who followed his girlfriend, now wife, shots are super cool.
Or that chic who made the street beggars look good in every shots.
Or that roti canai and the kuah that me sometimes want to lick my phone screen and secretly hate the person who uploaded it.

I bumped into an old colleague in the streets of Paris.
Havent seen or heard of her since I took off the kebaya ijau.
So we decided we could do lunch in Champs Elysees.
My favourite restaurant, gituuuuu.
The sun was burning, but hey it's Paris.
Why not?

We talked of everything.
Past boyfriends, off course.
Hahaha.
Passings of mutual friends.
Sobs.
Then, come to what we are up to nowadays.

I am happy for her that now she settled down after the jilake of boyfriend she had back then.
He is so ...errrr..jilake,still.
Good riddance!

I smiled when she said she envied me.
In the good way, off course.
I am this and that, according to her.
I thanked her.

Tonight, I thought of that lunch.
And, I realized I am a loser.
A big one.
No, I dont want a you-are-doing-fine kinda word or is it words?
See..I dont even know that.
Hiks.

At times, I wantttttt to swinggggggggg fromm the chandelierrrrrr.....!
Frooommmm the chandelierrrrrr.