Jaga diri

Last entry was about arwahnya yang pergi kene heart attack.

Dua hari pas arwah meninggal, another ex colleague pulak meninggal. Dengar khabar, mendiang tak show up masa pick up. Van driver gi rumah dia jemput nak gi kerja, nengok orang reramai kompol kat situ. Ada polis, ambulance bagai. Mendiang meninggal kene barah otak ke macam tu lah. Not too sure.Mendiang dulu dalam batch batch Mak Piah la. Takde la close ke, just rakan setugas je. May he rest in peace.

Pagi nih, ada lagi sorang ex colleague meninggal. My ex masa cap wau dulu macam secret admire kat arwah ni. Dia kata arwah nih seorang pompuan yang bersopan santun dan baik dengan semua orang. I dont know her personally, but she is known as a good person. Moga dipermudahkan urusan akhirat arwah.

Mati itu antara satu mende kita tahu pasti.

In fb, saya tgk most people said they are shocked. Everyone is but sejak bila angel of death buat appointment kata nih hari sekian sekian nyawamu akan dicabut. I mean it ok to say that u r in shocked, but janganlah berdrama sangat. Ada yang berdrama sangat sampai naik meluat.

Selagi nyawa dikandung badan, u can be called at anytime. Meantime, before our time is up, maybe it is good to muhasabahsarawak diri. I am saying this to myself.

I used to wish that I have the chance to sorry to people whom I hurt intentionally. I have bad side too.
Sejak berita kematian people of my age and who I know personally, it kinda affect me. I am sure u guys will be affected kalau orang yang kita kenal meninggal, sometime we ask ourselves when my time is up, will I be prepared? Kat mana kita meninggal, macam mana tu semua kita tak tahu. All we can do is do good and hope that when our time is up, we will be prepared. Prepared macam mana? Kita kene ubah things yang kita leh ubah. Maybe gi mintak mahap kat orang yang kita pernah buat tak elok.
 It's hard, I know. I find it hard too. But I want to die in peace. Hopefully when my time's up, I will have less regrets and more peace. And most of all I want to see my Kher and my beloved uncle there.I miss you both so much.

Apa yang kita bawak bila kita mati? Takde satu pun. Itu pun bukan bermakna nya we give up on life la kan.
Beringat selagi nyawa dikandung badan. Buat baik selagi mampu. Kau mampu ker??? :-)


Good things u do will come back to you, the bad ones stays with you till u do something about it.
 Live well.